Hello, guys. Here's what has happened at Le Petit Medley (on September 22nd, 2012) to watch Conor Antenucci, Nicholas Brown, and Thomas Odysseas Belanger perform their songs: I did appreciate seeing you guys (including you Alexandra) come in and saying hello to me, as well as saying goodbye all at once after I told Conor about it, except that my emotional attention was more on the music videos.
Unfortunately, I was only able to sell THREE copies of my music videos; this is actually telling me that I should point out the reasons why I wanted to sell copies of my music videos at the show. I actually should have done this well before the show took place so that way you guys would understand it and that way more people would come and buy copies of the videos.
This may be bothersome to you guys, Nicholas, Thomas and Conor because I wasn't 100% honest the first time, but please forgive me, especially when understanding this can leave the others wanting to support me and my efforts for getting around this particular mess (at least you people will understand why I am being really selfish!)
What's going on is, my parents are wanting me to give them some money for having them pay some of my expenses, like the tuition fee for me to get into my college semester and our use of the Internet service that we're subscribing to. It's a way for me to help them out, especially with my father being in a financial struggle. Problem is, I am really broke.
I have been using all of Summer 2012 to try to get my music videos out, except that there was a problem: no one really wanted to help me out. I wasn't even given the ability to spread the word across the English population of Montreal through television or radio; all because I have never gotten a reply regarding what I want to do. (I even tried CTV and Virgin Radio 96 to see if I can spread the message through an exclusive interview; no e-mails replied, not even received an e-mail from CTV for a news tip I sent them. I never called the offices over there because besides leaving them alone to manage public relations for every second of the broadcast recorded, I often feel too nervous to call strangers on the phone, especially when I could catch a moment of stuttering or saying sentences that don't make any sense because of the amount of stress I would get)
I did not took the time to get a job during the summer because of how I was really pushing myself forward to get my music videos out there. The second reason, as this is the first reason as well for why I don't want to get a job and work during the semester, is, I can get stressed easily at work, even when the job I have is something that's within my range of interests. I would be at my workplace and because of the many circumstances around me that I would feel really in the need of desire or even have lack of confidence with what are the problems with me, especially those that I would encounter outside my work hours, I can get stressed easily at work. (I want to give more detail, but I feel it's going to be way too personal)
The third reason why I haven't been getting a job is because of how I want to be publicly famous and have all the rewards that well-recognized people receive. In Summer 2011, there was one evening where I was watching Arcade Dominator on YouTube and I was getting totally envious on the rewards that the people who made the video get.
The video was directed and edited by Freddie Wong, a young film-maker from Los Angeles, California, where he teams up with Brandon Laatsch, a university graduate, and they make short 3-minute videos for upload on YouTube and have the audience subscribe, whether it's based on a game like Mario Kart or Time Crisis, a movie like Home Alone, or something creative (eg. Whose gun is it anyway?). They were involved with one of the commercials of EA's Battlefield because they were asked to do so within 10 days. If you take a look at the inside of Freddie's own workplace, he has a lot of computers to do his professional editing work. He was even featured in a YouTube video more than one month ago where he was playing Perfect Dark on the Xbox 360 with his partner Brandon, and two more people: Niko and Sam, where they run the special effects house and YouTube channel Corridor Digital.
For the past few months, I have also developed some enviousness of YouTube user Chuggaaconroy. He (a.k.a. Emiliano "Emile" Rodolfo Rosales-Birou) is a popular commentator who has been making Let's Play videos of video games for four years, with his first LP on the SNES game Earthbound directed by Shigesato Itoi. Today he is making LP videos of the Nintendo DS game Okamiden, the sequel to the award-winning but underrated game Okami for the PS2 and Wii. (Okami is actually being redeveloped for release to the PS3!) Besides having the ability to eat some good foods, exercise a lot, live off a wonderful American life as an adult, he is also being invited to attend events where he would deliver speeches of his own work as well as his collaborative work with three other YouTubers: NintendoCapriSun and ProtonJonSA, together known as TheRunawayGuys. In fact, he was invited by Nintendo to attend the 2012 conference with Shigeru Miyamoto delivering a speech.
I know this is a long message (sorry to get you guys bored), but I just want to point out that becoming famous and earning a lot of rewards means so much to me, especially when I am planning on becoming the producer and director of a video game studio I was thinking of calling it "Dutch Windmill Games, Inc." (I don't know what an incorporated partnership is, but I should be able to learn it when I get to university as part of vocational training) There's also the fact that for people who are suffering from mental disabilities, like me, a social stigma really exists between them and the real world. I would rather get it over with and have the public be really open to the qualities that an autistic would have. In fact, James Durbin, who was diagnosed with Tourette's and Asperger's at 10 years old made an impact on the American society when he participated in American Idol in 2011 and after his time over there, he sang in front of an audience of 30,000 in Santa Cruz.
As of right now, since I can't really sell copies of my music videos at Champlain College Saint-Lambert and the public doesn't realize what's going on with me, especially with my efforts to gain what I'm being envious about as well as creating a more peaceful image for people with autism that the stigma wouldn't exist anymore, I am actually thinking of delivering a speech to you guys.
That speech would be on the social stigma that I'm trying to get out of and having the ability to have the rewards in front of me, especially with my dreams of going to New York City for a two-week vacation, buying a Nintendo Wii U and a Nintendo 3DS by myself, as well as new computers and hardware, as well as bringing up what I'm trying to do to accomplish those goals and why I wasn't really successful. The speech would not only be for you guys, but for Champlain students who know me as well as some of my previous teachers, like I would want to have the auditorium filled up as much as possible.
I was supposed to have a talk about my idea to Marie Pupo yesterday (Monday, September 24, 2012) and see what she has to say. But I have already set up an appointment to discuss my idea with Dean Howie about my idea to see if we can really work on it. I would deliver it in, November, let's say, just before people get extremely busy with their studies for the exams.
What I am hoping for out of this speech is that it will be publicized on the newspaper and on the radio to have other people recognize what my issue is and what I'm trying to do that's not really working and therefore I'm in the ask for help. Through publicizing of this, people will then understand that I need help with financial gain through my own project and it would be a start of my own public recognition. What I'm on the hunt for is a marketing contract where I can still get the rewards of my work, especially when a lot was involved with the music videos and it would be stupid of me to throw it out the window.
Anyway, that's it. When I get the answer from Dean Howie, I'll let you guys know. If you people say yes, I want you to be my enthusiasts and hope to see me deliver it sometime this semester. After the speech, please be sure to help me out because I want to overcome my obstacles and have me become the next famous person around the world.
Thank you and have a good day!
Gregory Desrosiers
Unfortunately, I was only able to sell THREE copies of my music videos; this is actually telling me that I should point out the reasons why I wanted to sell copies of my music videos at the show. I actually should have done this well before the show took place so that way you guys would understand it and that way more people would come and buy copies of the videos.
This may be bothersome to you guys, Nicholas, Thomas and Conor because I wasn't 100% honest the first time, but please forgive me, especially when understanding this can leave the others wanting to support me and my efforts for getting around this particular mess (at least you people will understand why I am being really selfish!)
What's going on is, my parents are wanting me to give them some money for having them pay some of my expenses, like the tuition fee for me to get into my college semester and our use of the Internet service that we're subscribing to. It's a way for me to help them out, especially with my father being in a financial struggle. Problem is, I am really broke.
I have been using all of Summer 2012 to try to get my music videos out, except that there was a problem: no one really wanted to help me out. I wasn't even given the ability to spread the word across the English population of Montreal through television or radio; all because I have never gotten a reply regarding what I want to do. (I even tried CTV and Virgin Radio 96 to see if I can spread the message through an exclusive interview; no e-mails replied, not even received an e-mail from CTV for a news tip I sent them. I never called the offices over there because besides leaving them alone to manage public relations for every second of the broadcast recorded, I often feel too nervous to call strangers on the phone, especially when I could catch a moment of stuttering or saying sentences that don't make any sense because of the amount of stress I would get)
I did not took the time to get a job during the summer because of how I was really pushing myself forward to get my music videos out there. The second reason, as this is the first reason as well for why I don't want to get a job and work during the semester, is, I can get stressed easily at work, even when the job I have is something that's within my range of interests. I would be at my workplace and because of the many circumstances around me that I would feel really in the need of desire or even have lack of confidence with what are the problems with me, especially those that I would encounter outside my work hours, I can get stressed easily at work. (I want to give more detail, but I feel it's going to be way too personal)
The third reason why I haven't been getting a job is because of how I want to be publicly famous and have all the rewards that well-recognized people receive. In Summer 2011, there was one evening where I was watching Arcade Dominator on YouTube and I was getting totally envious on the rewards that the people who made the video get.
The video was directed and edited by Freddie Wong, a young film-maker from Los Angeles, California, where he teams up with Brandon Laatsch, a university graduate, and they make short 3-minute videos for upload on YouTube and have the audience subscribe, whether it's based on a game like Mario Kart or Time Crisis, a movie like Home Alone, or something creative (eg. Whose gun is it anyway?). They were involved with one of the commercials of EA's Battlefield because they were asked to do so within 10 days. If you take a look at the inside of Freddie's own workplace, he has a lot of computers to do his professional editing work. He was even featured in a YouTube video more than one month ago where he was playing Perfect Dark on the Xbox 360 with his partner Brandon, and two more people: Niko and Sam, where they run the special effects house and YouTube channel Corridor Digital.
For the past few months, I have also developed some enviousness of YouTube user Chuggaaconroy. He (a.k.a. Emiliano "Emile" Rodolfo Rosales-Birou) is a popular commentator who has been making Let's Play videos of video games for four years, with his first LP on the SNES game Earthbound directed by Shigesato Itoi. Today he is making LP videos of the Nintendo DS game Okamiden, the sequel to the award-winning but underrated game Okami for the PS2 and Wii. (Okami is actually being redeveloped for release to the PS3!) Besides having the ability to eat some good foods, exercise a lot, live off a wonderful American life as an adult, he is also being invited to attend events where he would deliver speeches of his own work as well as his collaborative work with three other YouTubers: NintendoCapriSun and ProtonJonSA, together known as TheRunawayGuys. In fact, he was invited by Nintendo to attend the 2012 conference with Shigeru Miyamoto delivering a speech.
I know this is a long message (sorry to get you guys bored), but I just want to point out that becoming famous and earning a lot of rewards means so much to me, especially when I am planning on becoming the producer and director of a video game studio I was thinking of calling it "Dutch Windmill Games, Inc." (I don't know what an incorporated partnership is, but I should be able to learn it when I get to university as part of vocational training) There's also the fact that for people who are suffering from mental disabilities, like me, a social stigma really exists between them and the real world. I would rather get it over with and have the public be really open to the qualities that an autistic would have. In fact, James Durbin, who was diagnosed with Tourette's and Asperger's at 10 years old made an impact on the American society when he participated in American Idol in 2011 and after his time over there, he sang in front of an audience of 30,000 in Santa Cruz.
As of right now, since I can't really sell copies of my music videos at Champlain College Saint-Lambert and the public doesn't realize what's going on with me, especially with my efforts to gain what I'm being envious about as well as creating a more peaceful image for people with autism that the stigma wouldn't exist anymore, I am actually thinking of delivering a speech to you guys.
That speech would be on the social stigma that I'm trying to get out of and having the ability to have the rewards in front of me, especially with my dreams of going to New York City for a two-week vacation, buying a Nintendo Wii U and a Nintendo 3DS by myself, as well as new computers and hardware, as well as bringing up what I'm trying to do to accomplish those goals and why I wasn't really successful. The speech would not only be for you guys, but for Champlain students who know me as well as some of my previous teachers, like I would want to have the auditorium filled up as much as possible.
I was supposed to have a talk about my idea to Marie Pupo yesterday (Monday, September 24, 2012) and see what she has to say. But I have already set up an appointment to discuss my idea with Dean Howie about my idea to see if we can really work on it. I would deliver it in, November, let's say, just before people get extremely busy with their studies for the exams.
What I am hoping for out of this speech is that it will be publicized on the newspaper and on the radio to have other people recognize what my issue is and what I'm trying to do that's not really working and therefore I'm in the ask for help. Through publicizing of this, people will then understand that I need help with financial gain through my own project and it would be a start of my own public recognition. What I'm on the hunt for is a marketing contract where I can still get the rewards of my work, especially when a lot was involved with the music videos and it would be stupid of me to throw it out the window.
Anyway, that's it. When I get the answer from Dean Howie, I'll let you guys know. If you people say yes, I want you to be my enthusiasts and hope to see me deliver it sometime this semester. After the speech, please be sure to help me out because I want to overcome my obstacles and have me become the next famous person around the world.
Thank you and have a good day!
Gregory Desrosiers
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